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Pork and Beans
Saturday, November 14, 2009

hindsight


i'll admit, i do resort to blogging to say this, because i've apologised so many times, online and offline, for what i did before.


i guess, looking inward, i've been really judgemental (towards you in particular), and given what i've been doing, i don't really have the right to be that way.


you've heard it all before, so i shan't go all broken-record on you. if you'll let me, however, i'd like to catch up with you and find out how you're doing, and talk about old times. i dare not, however, honestly speaking, chat you up, for fear of being turned away or given the cold shoulder.


so yes, i hope you're doing okay, if you're reading this. see you and hope to hear from you or something.

cold shot @ 6:37 AM
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

goodbye



you know, i'll be forever kicking myself for not making the time to go get that haircut with you.

cold shot @ 8:28 AM
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Friday, July 10, 2009

turtles

i'm looking at my brother's two horny pet turtles (they keep climbing on top of each other), and i feel like smashing their shells to get at the meat within.

now on a somewhat related note, i just realised that baron's strong brew is very very aptly named... likewise for the "very strong brew".

cold shot @ 8:51 PM
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Monday, July 06, 2009

creep

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

cold shot @ 1:16 PM
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Thursday, July 02, 2009

fear
i guess that's what's been bugging me this far. just where i'll find the strength, i dunno.

cold shot @ 1:00 AM
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

shed your skin

so it seems that i've gotta let go of everything here and go in 2 months, to something new that awaits me.

is that why i'm feeling so much discomfort and detachment?

cold shot @ 12:20 PM
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Sunday, June 28, 2009

youthoutloud

just breath-taking... that's how it felt. from being an audition judge, being part of the stage crew, making an impromptu speech, and taking to the stage amid screaming teens, felt like a more-than-proper reward for all we'd put ourselves through. i'll post photos and videos soon.
















at the end of the day, no matter what comes our way, i'm yours and i always will be. thank you, love, for putting up with my nonsense. i love you, and i'll always wait for you.

cold shot @ 2:47 PM
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